Thought I Was Done With Poetry

"Feeling like there's something just don't want me near you...
The world keeps getting in the way"
In The Way - NeYo

I thought i was done with poetry until howard slaps us in the face with journals ): that just ruined my memorial day weekend. and i hate the stupid spanish project. dressing up is annoying ): Well anways SAT scores came out. 800 math 2c (: 700 chem :/ bleh i know i can do better in june! nba conference finals are getting intense. lebron's 3 with one second left :/ damn chalk AHAH

may 24 - i visited my grandma today at rose hills (: i miss her so much. life's just not the same without her. she is the one who really LOVED me. mann i wish i can visit more often ): after that cousins from san diego came over. priscilla loves playing with me (: she's so attached to me for some reason. we went to ronald reagan park and i pushed her on teh swings and held her on the monkey barss. so darn cute. she got kinda pissed at me when i was playing connect four with her and i kept watching the orlando/cleveland game. HHAHA. she would ask me "whats so good about the tv!?" goodstuff (:
she's cutee

Poetry

"Like poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak"

Poetry - Danity Kane

poetry.poetry.poetry. at least the proyecto is over now (: I'm content with my grade because austin and i absolutely did not even try on this project. Sunday we watched the lakers game and played tennis. AHAH austin is a beast when it comes to tennis. no lie. It took forever for me to get the serve into the box.

Practice is a joke now LOL. play with josh against wells and jung tomorw maybe? HAHA. went to rubio's for taco tuesday with ballena today. amy was driving behind me and i didnt know -.- Farmer boys with lloyd tomorow lol. Class is so chill now. I feel like school's over. All i do is sleep & watch movies. Minority Report is pretty intensee. In chem, we had an ice cream party, but lui and i ended up phailing our ice cream ): all soggy! can't wait till summer's here! even though i just picked up AP Rhet summer work pooo. my summer is birthday&internship&summerwork&chill.
i dont know what else to say. Game 1 today (:

FRIENDS

"We should get jerseys because we make a good team"
Relient K - Must Have Done Something Right



friends, amigos, pengyou all mean the same thing. However, the definition can be very, very vague.
Some people i just say "hi & bye" too. To me, these "friends" aren't actually friends. I dont even know what to call it (a half-friend?). Survival of the Fittest, Charles Darwin. I'm sure everyone has many friends, but some of my so called friends just ask for help on english or math homework. I dont mind helping, I love aiding in the success of others. These people seek help to better themselves and to advance their own lives. To be honest, i may seem like i have lots&lots of friends, but in reality, i DON'T. I only have a few true FRIENDS. These people pick me up when I'm down and see the good in me. They are there not because they have an obligation, its because THEY WANT TO BE THERE. I really do appreciate everything they do for me. Most of the time, I am stoic for some reason, I may not express my gratitude towards them. Just want to let you guys know that i am grateful i have you guys. You guys know who you are. I would die if i didnt' have them.

Replaced

"Why does love always feel like a battlefield?"
jordin sparks - battlefield


A replacement can engender good & bad consequences. If you're the one being replaced, usually not a good sign. However, if you're the replacement, might be a good thing. Sometimes being replaced can really hurt. I guess you just have to move on? For example, Derek Fisher of the Lakers had a usual routine: starting point guard of the Lakers. However, slowly,but surely, he was being replaced by Shannon Brown & Jordan Farmer. Although his playing time was cut short, he supported both of them and trusted the duo to run the offense. Fisher is a great guy and a true competitor: willing to sacrifice for the better. Maybe it's jsut destiny (Deja Vu lol). REEMPLEZAR: an action that can alter everything.

making the most of being replaced.

It was the best of times & it was the worst of times.

I haven't updated in a million years! all of this ap testing and stress is finally over. i can't wit till summer is here! Since i wasn't lucky enough to get civics/econ, i only have an internship to do, which should be a fun&great experience. So my summer will be really chill and i'm glad. Anyone wanna hang?, just llamarme. Lotsa stuff has happened these past weeks. Dont know where to start. AP calc was decent, Chemistry was decent, US History was tiring. Hopefully i pass all of em. We're watching Deja Vu in Watkins' class and Hitch in Chem. Both great movies. At home, i watched Seven Pounds, such a bomb movie. Denzel & Will Smith ftw.


On to badminton, league finals was intense. I got 3rd in mixed doubles and 2nd in singles. I lost to Patrick from West Co. I'll get him back next year (: So we went to CIF and did'tn do so well. Lost 1st game in mixed and lost 2nd round in singles. I talked to patrick and he's a chill guy. I respect losing to him, he's so good! and on top of that, he's sponsored o.o i wish i got free rackets! HHAHA Now i regret that i didn't try as hard as last season. I'm slower & weaker. This summer, I am going to work so hard to get it all back to what it used to be. No one's gonna stop me. I'm determined.

NO ONE CAN STOP HIM. NO ONE'S STOPPING ME.

HE'S DETERMINED, SO AM I.